Chapter 61 Explain
Lin Nianyin found a time to talk to Principal Fang and told him about Cen Wangsu's life experience.
The little girl was also present at the time, and her first reaction after hearing this was, "In that case, Brother Susu is my biological brother!"
Lin Nianyin said quickly: "Please keep your voice down."
The little girl stuck out her tongue at Lin Nianyin, "I'm so happy!"
Cen Wangsu patted the scared little girl on the head, "I always regarded you as my biological sister."
The little girl hugged Cen Wangsu's brother, "But it's still a little different. I feel happier this way!"
Cen Wangsu smiled.
After the two children calmed down a little, Lin Nianyin said, "Susu, do you have anything to say?"
Cen Wangsu shook his head, "No."
"Then don't you have anything to ask?" Lin Nianyin asked again.
Cen Wangsu continued to shake his head and said: "No, I am already ten years old and not the child I used to be. I also understand your worries and concerns. I can understand these."
This actually made Lin Nianyin unable to say what she had been saving for several days.
But since the child didn't want to ask more questions, Lin Nianyin couldn't force her, so she said, "That's okay. If you have anything to ask in the future, you can just ask us again."
Cen Wangsu nodded very calmly.
Principal Fang said at this time: "Then why did you start asking now? Why didn't you ask when you first heard about it."
Cen Wangsu was silent for a moment and said, "I want to calm down first. I'm afraid that if I asked you right away, I would be too excited and say something unpleasant or blame you."
Principal Fang: "..."
Lin Nianyin: "..."
"You silly boy!" Lin Nianyin couldn't help but pat Cen Wangsu on the head, "How can we argue with a child like you? Your grandma and I have been worried a lot these days."
Cen Wangsu smiled sheepishly, "Aunt, grandma, I'm sorry."
Lin Nianyin said: "What are you saying to us that you are sorry for? If there should be saying sorry, it should be us, we have been hiding it from you."
Cen Wangsu shook his head, "I know it's for my own good."
"Then don't talk about this. I think the current situation is getting better and better. Maybe in two years, we will be able to say this openly." Lin Nianyin thought of something again and changed her tone: "One more thing we should pay attention to is that although the current situation is getting better, there are still hidden dangers after all. What we talked about today and the content inside cannot be said out loud. Do you understand?"
Cen Wangsu nodded, "I understand."
The little girl also said: "I know it too, but I won't tell others."
Lin Nianyin said: "That's good."
At night, Cen Wangsu stayed at Lin Nianyin's side to sleep.
It's hot now, so the two children didn't go to take a bath or go to bed until the lights-out signal sounded.
Lin Nianyin stayed at the end.
By the time Lin Nianyin finished packing, it was past eleven o'clock.
Just when Lin Nianyin was getting ready to sleep, there was a sudden knock on the bedroom door.
"Auntie, are you asleep?"
Lin Nianyin went to open the door with a flashlight and couldn't help but said: "Why aren't you sleeping yet? It's too hot and you can't sleep?"
Cen Wangsu shook his head.
"What happened?" Lin Nianyin asked again.
Cen Wangsu continued to shake his head.
Lin Nianyin thought for a while, then pulled Cen Wangsu into the room, asked him to sit down, and then said, "Is it because of what I said today?"
After a while, Cen Wangsu nodded.
Lin Nianyin went to make a cup of milk powder for Cen Wangsu and put it in his hand and said, "I thought you had such a stable temperament as a child, and you didn't even change your face about such a big thing. I didn't expect that you would also have this moment."
Cen Wangsu bit his lip, "I can't explain what I'm thinking. I just...just...just can't sleep."
Lin Nianyin smiled and rubbed Cen Wangsu's head and said, "No matter what you think, or you just can't sleep, drink the milk powder first."
Cen Wangsu held the quilt and drink all the milk powder.
"You kid, slow down!" Lin Nianyin couldn't help but shake her head.
Cen Wangsu smiled and showed Lin Nianyin the empty cup.
Lin Nianyin asked: "Do you still want to drink?"
Cen Wangsu shook his head, "No more."
Lin Nianyin patted the edge of the bed and said, "Then sit here. Auntie will talk to you. You don't have to be embarrassed. If you have anything you want to ask or know, you can ask or tell me. You don't have to be embarrassed."
Cen Wangsu crossed his legs and thought for a while, then shook his head, "You said a lot, and it was very detailed. I don't know what else I want to know."
"Are you worried about recognizing each other in the future, or are you afraid that your father won't like you?" Lin Nianyin asked.
Cen Wangsu opened his mouth, "I..."
He shook his head again, "I don't know either."
Lin Nianyin said: "Look, since Principal Fang and Political Commissar Yang guessed your uncle's identity, they have communicated with them and sent you here. It was not just one side's idea, but both sides' idea."
"They think they can keep you in the countryside over there. Even if you can see them once in a while, the environment there is not good and the educational resources are not good. If the world continues like this, you will have no choice but to stay in the countryside and be an ordinary person. Ordinary country people will live farming for the rest of their lives. But it is different when you come here. If you come here, you will not only have a better environment, but also better educational resources, as well as Principal Fang and Political Commissar Yang. Such a good person, as well as me and your uncle, will be good for your future. You should have learned a saying, 'Parents who love their children have far-reaching plans.'"
Cen Wangsu nodded, "I know."
Lin Nianyin added: "In the past few years, you have been back every year and have had intermittent contact with them. You should be able to tell who they are. Although they have not dared to recognize you in the past few years, but After all, it can only be caused by this era. This is force majeure and none of us can do anything about it."
"I understand." Cen Wangsu said.
Lin Nianyin said: "Now that you understand, don't think too much. I can tell you clearly that your father and the others are all thinking about you."
"Remember that time I went back to the Northeast with you, right?" Lin Nianyin asked again.
Cen Wangsu nodded, "I remember."
Lin Nianyin said: "At that time, as long as they had the opportunity, they liked to hear things about you. They would never get tired of hearing something over and over again. They would only feel that it was not enough. They also said time and time again that they felt sorry for you. I had to send you away right after you were born, and people called you a wild child and said they felt they owed you..."
"Su Su," Lin Nianyin touched Cen Wangsu's head and said, "You don't have to be sad or think too much. You have to remember that you were born with everyone's expectations, but you just happened to catch up in this past few years. Because of this torrent times, we missed the opportunity to grow up under their knees, but it doesn’t matter, we will have plenty of opportunities in the future.”
"So, don't put any psychological pressure on yourself because of this matter. What should I do? Maybe this year, or next year, we can fully recognize each other, right?"
Cen Wangsu smiled and nodded, "Okay."
Lin Nianyin thought for a while, then joked: "And if you are really worried, your uncle is probably more worried."
Cen Wangsu raised his head and asked, "Why?"
Lin Nianyin said: "Look, your uncle was stolen just after he was born. It took decades for him to find out about his life experience. Do you think it was miserable or not? After finding out, his biological parents have not been able to contact him. When we met, we still don’t know the specific situation and can only rely on some reports. So if you say something like this, does it mean that he needs to worry more?"
Cen Wangsu smiled and said, "Uncle, don't know how."
Lin Nianyin said: "Who says he can't do it? Your uncle only looks serious on the surface, but in fact he is also worried in his heart."
"Really?"
Lin Nianyin nodded, "Of course it's true."
After thinking for a moment, Lin Nianyin rubbed Cen Wangsu's head and said, "Your uncle has also experienced the joys and sorrows in your heart, even deeper than you."
"Whether you are an adult or a child, some emotions are common. Over the years, you should also be able to feel the difference in how your uncle and I treat you. Similarly, when you go back every summer, you should also be able to notice them. Treat you differently, right?”
Cen Wangsu nodded, "I thought you and uncle were my parents at first. I just thought I was bad and didn't like me, so they didn't want to recognize me."
Lin Nianyin said: "I know about this."
Cen Wangsu smiled sheepishly, and after a while he added: "When I went back during the summer vacation, I sometimes felt that they always liked to look at me, and looked at me in a strange way, but I didn't think much about it, thinking they were wondering why I did it every year. What if you go out and come back?"
Lin Nianyin said: "That's because if you don't taste it when you go back, they will take one less look at it, so they will naturally want to look at it more."
Cen Wangsu said "hmm" and leaned his head on Lin Nianyin's body.
After a while, Cen Wangsu said: "Auntie."
"What's wrong?" Seeing that Cen Wangsu remained silent after shouting, Lin Nianyin couldn't help but ask.
Cen Wangsu leaned against Lin Nianyin and shook his head, "Aunt, I just wanted to call you."
Lin Nianyin touched Cen Wangsu's head and said, "Don't think too much, just go to sleep."
It wasn't until the end of October that Wei Mingchuan had the chance to come back.
He has lost a lot of weight, his cheeks are deeply sunken, and his eyes are very black and blue. It seems that he has not rested or eaten well.
Lin Nianyin quickly asked: "After you come back this time, will you still go there?"
Wei Mingchuan shook his head, "No need to go."
Lin Nianyin asked Wei Mingchuan to rest quickly and then find time to replenish his health.
After Wei Mingchuan rested for a while, Lin Nianyin told him that Cen Wangsu knew about his life experience.
Wei Mingchuan couldn't help but ask: "Why did you suddenly tell him about this?"
Lin Nianyin sighed, and then told the general situation.
Lin Nianyin said: "There is nothing we can do. Principal Fang was talking to me at the time, and we didn't expect the two children to come home suddenly, so we were shocked. But now that he have discovered it, we think the situation has improved now. Just said it.”
"What's Su Su's attitude?" Wei Mingchuan asked.
Lin Nianyin said: "On the surface, I look quite calm, but actually I'm still a little confused inside, but I should be fine now."
Wei Mingchuan thought for a while and said, "I'll talk to him later."
Lin Nianyin nodded.
That night, Wei Mingchuan called Cen Wangsu out.
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